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Originally posted by Nina51
i'm having some guilt feelings. toward the end, i prayed to God to end his suffering. i prayed for God to have mercy. now i'm feeling guilty because it almost seems like i WANTED him to die. i knew he would never get well and i just wanted him to be at peace and now i can't get those thoughts out of my head and maybe i'm being punished for them.
anybody wanna take a shot at this? 
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You know, I don't get around so well but I can do road trips. DONT MAKE ME COME FIND YOU!!!
Guilty? Are you daft woman?
Your commitment to Gary was so inspirational you had HOW MANY PEOPLE FOLLOWING YOUR THREAD??? Guilty... I'm gonna give you such a smack
I've had the same weird guilt feelings before myself. You really just have to shake them off. You know that your motives were, You wanted him to be at peace. No reason to feel guilt over that.
I think the others hit it on the head, quit trying so hard. When the time is right the dreams will come.
Hang in there kid.