Nina51
01/01/2008, 02:34 PM
i have really mixed feelings. most people have gone back to their avatars and i'm glad to see that. i wonder though, do you think it's time to put the sticky to rest? i don't know...i go back there often and i read it but if there's a way i can "save" it so it's accessible to me any time i feel the need, i wonder if it's time.
i have no worries that gary will ever be forgotten here, at least not as long as i am a lounger because i wouldn't LET you forget ;) so, what do ya think? there are occasional posts there and i try to answer them all eventually.
on one hand, it's kinda painful to see it there. on the other hand, if it's gone, i think it would mean (at least to me) that i have moved on in my grief and i'm not even close to doing that, last night was my first new year's eve without gary in 11 years and it was very hard. today isn't much better, we would be having chili and would have watched the parades this morning and gary would have had to listen to me go "ohhhh look at THAT horse!!! over and over and over again and he would have finally said to me "babe, they're ALL pretty."
help!
i have no worries that gary will ever be forgotten here, at least not as long as i am a lounger because i wouldn't LET you forget ;) so, what do ya think? there are occasional posts there and i try to answer them all eventually.
on one hand, it's kinda painful to see it there. on the other hand, if it's gone, i think it would mean (at least to me) that i have moved on in my grief and i'm not even close to doing that, last night was my first new year's eve without gary in 11 years and it was very hard. today isn't much better, we would be having chili and would have watched the parades this morning and gary would have had to listen to me go "ohhhh look at THAT horse!!! over and over and over again and he would have finally said to me "babe, they're ALL pretty."
help!