It's so hard Nina. Losing my dad changed my whole world, I can't imagine losing my husband like you have. The car is the worst place for me. How embarassing is it sitting in rush hour bawling like a baby.
It will be three years in March. It took me about 2-1/2 years to listen to some songs on the radio in the car. I went through a phase where I would get royally mad in stores when I saw a man his age shopping, I knew it was not rational but I would ask why he's shopping and my dad is gone? I still can't look at pictures
. I'm glad we are all here for each other.