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Quit trying so hard Nina, your memories must be elsewhere. I know I did dream of Nicole, but sometimes I would wake up and really believe it was all a dream. I fully expected her to be there. So some dreams aren't what they're cracked up to be. Other's were repeats of her life, good and bad.

I never had signs, and I always wondered why, then I just accepted that it wasn't meant to be. Hold that close. Praying for peace of a loved one shouldn't have guilt, but I know exactly how that feels, hopefully you will find comfort knowing that you only wanted that for him and nothing else.