[Sk8r]

Nina, don't think so at all. You willed him to live. You willed it so very hard---and you both fought. But nature and a failing body wouldn't, couldn't. Right now, even knowing that his passing was inevitable, it's left a sense of shock behind, a spot so hammered by the event that you can't quite get away from it even yet. And you may not get dreams at first. Or they'll be fleeting moments when you're awake. But eventually he's apt to slip into your dreams quietly, quite naturally, and he may never 'talk' about those last days. He'll just be there, doing his usual work that he liked to do, and it will feel just---of course. Of course he's there.